Reality Is Over-rated.

i've been giving things a lot of thought lately. perhaps it's because you are meant to give things thought. a condundrum of life i suppose. i've been consumed by my dreams. i'm starting to wonder what is in fact real, and what is infact, not. what's so wrong with living in a fantasy? no one gets hurt there. you can be what you want to be...not forced to be something you don't want to be. i want to be with him. it's as simple as that. but wanting and having..completely different things.

i've got to call planned parenthood and make my friend an appointment.


my grades for first quarter are as follows..

1st - A
2nd - A
3rd- A
4th - C(fucking McCabe. i detest her.)
6th- B
7th- C

sure..the grades look alright at first..but then let us factor in the 5 point honors A's!

1st- A(not honors) 4pts
2nd - A(honors) 5pts.
3rd - A(honors) 5pts.
4th - C(not honors) 2pts.
6th - B(honors) 4pts
7th - C(honors) 3pts.

total g.p.a. : 3.8

if i get all a's and one c or b next quarter, i will have a 4.0...then i could finally show the Jap i'm not so dumb afterall. :P

i doubt i'll be doing anything tonight. miscommunications between megan and myself caused me to go to school today. it was ok being around he-who-mustn't-be-named-in-the-blog, but other than that my day sucked. mum decided to ground me for today because i had a disagreement with my room and it's tidyness. so it's doubtfull i'll be at the garces game tonight, last football game of high school and i won't be there..kind of sad. but no one is going to be there anyway, so maybe it's not that big of a loss. i really want to go out tomorrow, but odds for that happening are slim. my mum will be gone, which means i can go out and ingest as much alcohol and my body can stand - i just don't know if i can. -sigh-

i'm off to go brood silently for awhile untill my chiropractic appointment.

Listening : To The Planned Parenthood Voice System :D
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K snuck under the mistletoe at 2:51:00 PM

merry christmaukka!