i've been trying to force myself to write up a nice blog entry, and i've really not come up with much. i suppose i'll just ramble on until something i say makes sense.
i'm quite confused about a certain person. i don't even know why i'm breaking the count's heart over it, but i feel it's in both of our best interests that i pursue this silly idea. the mind games, the love-hate relationship..is that what i really want? do i have to someone have a fucked up relationship with someone for it to mean anything to me? maybe i'm somehow longing for pain, or perhaps this is what i need. i don't see having a relationship that isn't hard as worth while. i need a mentally and physically dominate person. i am the alpha female. problem is, there is only one alpha male, and i somehow don't see him as being too interested.
when the truth is found to be
lies
and all the joy with in you
dies
don't you want somebody to love?
don't you need somebody to love?
wouldn't you love somebody to love?
you better find somebody to love..
when the garden flowers baby are
dead yes
and your mind is full of red
i say your eyes may look like his
but in your head baby
i'm afraid you don't know where it is
don't you want somebody to love
don't you need somebody to love
wouldn't you love somebody to love
you better find somebody to love
tears are running ah running down your breast
and your friends baby they treat you like a guest
don't you want somebody to love
don't you need somebody to love
wouldn't you love somebody to love
you better find somebody to love
classes are normal. quarter ends friday, and i've got a bit of chemistry to make up. but so far so good. today's election day. here's hoping for a kerry/edwards victory. but i'm so burned out on politics, i couldn't care any less right now.
i'm one of the main people working on the float this year, and i'm also in charge of the cool 60's music. so jefferson airplane, the who, hendrix, the stones, strawberry alarm clock, steppenwolf...everyone's going to be getting a good dose of good music. tomorrow we have to dress up like people from the 90's. ..grunge look perhaps?
<3 K
Listening : Jefferson Airplane - Want Somebody To Love
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Listening : Jefferson Airplane - Want Somebody To Love
