6.25.2004

On My Own.

Going to Malibu for the weekend. Can't wait to smoke on the beach.
Reading Tarot cards over the internet again. If I can't find someone with good advice, I just go to tarot.com. Everyone I want to talk to is gone or they are someone I would have to explain a situation to andI'd rather not go into detail about. But now even tarot.com isn't doing the trick for this one. I might just be on my own on this one - and that a scary thought.

Your dreams and fantasies contain the seeds of important concepts and it would be a good idea to pay attention to them. From the unfettered thoughts of your imagination, you may glean a simple yet elegant plan that saves the day. Go ahead and take a chance. Lay it all out in the open. Your unformed ideas can have more impact today than is apparent at first glance

That's really ironic. Especially after the dream I had last night.

I went fishing through my email today. I found some very depressing letters I had written to Megan, deep conversational letters from Chris, and some really horrible messages from people..I don't even remember eMailing. Change is such a funny thing. One minute you're one person. The next you're another. One hour you're in love, the next you're in pain. So odd how things change. And now I'm on my own with this dilemia, but that's not a change - but I do invite it to do so.

Listening : Fisherspooner - The 15th
Mood : Insincere |


K snuck under the mistletoe at 2:12:00 PM

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