my mind is confused. my body is tired. i want something i can't have. i lost something i never had. and it all just falls down. you cannot see what has fallen if you never thought it was fell. you cannot know what is broke if you never saw it. you never saw my heart. and you never knew it broke.
I guess I am having what Chris and Britt would call an emoment. Basically, I'm feeling very "emo". Meaning, I am feeling terribly sorry for myself, wallowing in self pity and crying about problems with the opposite sex. Since I have no orginality of any kind, I leave you with the various lyrics of The Movielife, as they can explain my muddled feelings better than I can.
What I saw in you, my eyes deceive me
I'm choking on the ashes of my soul what's left
You sure did the trick
Well planned attack and brilliant disguise
And I did them for you
And hey, don't feel bad
I think we grew up
Past the hang-ups and the evil stares
The fuck you too's and I don't care's
Feelings aren't meant to be told
Stand out with the cold
Intrests aside
So many questions asked of me
All the same answers that I've always given
It's still the same to me
So many predictions of my fate
Don't concern yourself when it is not for you
It was never for you to say
Focus committed trust given to me
Friendship forced these broken bones and tragedy
I cant fucking believe this girl has gotten out of hand
wont pretend wont pretend
I don’t feel the break but I feel the bend
All blurry, no focus now. But what's focus when the lights are all out?
I can't understand why I keep you around, but I can't, I won't let you down.
Wondering how long until we break. Foundations that we built are getting weak.
It seems that we're springing a leak, but I can't, I won't let us drown.
No I can't, I won't let you down. I can't and I won't let you down.
Entertain too many
Distractions and life is already
I'd hate to be the one
To tell you this is all your fault
Don't wanna be the one
To tell you taking me for granted
Was the best and worst mistake you ever made
Lonely highway, my old friend, I'm here to keep you warm again
Lonely highway, my old friend, I'm here to keep you warm again
Listening : The Movielife - If Only Duct Tape Could Fix Everything
Mood : Muddled |
