Spent the night at Lauren's last night, since her parents decided that they wanted to go to the beach, so instead of spending the night tonight, I spent the night last night. I would have gone to the beach with them but Tanu is comming in town tomorrow, and she's moving to Germany, I thought it would be appropriate to spend time with her. We watched chick flicks, ate cookie dough, and reminisced in the old year books. It was fun, I forgot how much I miss those girlie days with Amanda. I miss them something terrible.
I had an odd dream at Lauren's, I don't want to repeat it though. It hit too close to home, and home is in need of repair. Desperate repair.
Kathleen's birthday party is tonight, and I might spend the night at Seth's. Let's see where the day takes me hmm? Wherever, whenever, whatever.. But for now I will just sit at this computer, not doing anything with my life and driving myself insane with dreams and visions of lies and illusions. My abusive love to lies and misconceptions will be the end of me, infact they have already taken my sanity hostage and have completely rendered any logical thinking I still attain utterly useless. I guess this makes me like everyone else. Unware, unnatentive and completely blind to other's abuse and backstabbing. Welcome to my world..
Listening : Rx Bandits - Analog Boy
Reading : Lies My Parents Told Me Script
Mood : Melancholy and the Infinate Sadness |
