I made Stephen mad at me today. It was our first fight of sorts. I felt really really terrible and I was almost gonna cry. The fight started and ended within..2 minutes? I still feel really bad, just so you know boo boo kitty fuck. I called Seth for an update on his sickness. He has strep! Which means I can get it, Stephen can get it, Katie could get it and ect ect. Ugh - great - just what I fucking need - a strep throat. I told Seth I had a fight with Stephen, and Seth got mad because I wouldn't tell him what it was over. He got really angry and threatened me. Well that's a mistake. Have we not learned anything from the last post?? And I quote,"Fine. Then I'll just ask Stephen. He'll tell me." I counteracted with a "No. He won't." And he got all snippity. Run for answers Seth - you won't find them. I assure you. I fucked up once by mentioning something and I'm not about to do again.
Katie went to the hospital on Wed. night. Something is wrong with her heart and she has an ulcer in her esophogus. This confirms how upset I am getting lately. Oh. And I'm on Prozac now. Hm.
I want to go out with Nicole tonight and her new boyfriend - Amanda's ex boyfriend - Bryan! This seems all fair to me, since Amanda is "with" Tyler, and now Nicole is with Bryan. All is right in the world - if you're on crack. I'm not going to Malibu this weekend so I can get my D in the M and hopefully go out tomorrow with Stephen. Plus I feel really shitty. Blah - I have no idea what I am going to do. But I defintely want to end this whole sober for six months thing. It's getting old - being sober all the time.
Friends ended last night. I wish I had my own Ross. *sigh*
