Compared to popular belief, no I didn't go home because of the drama with Stephen and Seth. My dad and so did the staff at school, thought it would be best if I went home due to my extremely high heart rate. Sorry boys, you're going to have to do more than say you don't want to be my friends to make me go to home. The fact is, I'm not sorry for anything except that Stephen and I's friendship isn't as worthwhile as his and Seth's. I feel bad that all this had to happen and I'd still love to be Stephen's friend, but maybe it's just not in the cards right now.
Thank you Amanda, I love you darling so much. I hate it when we fight, but I love it when we are friends. I'm glad we're friends again.
Thank you Meggerz, for giving me hope when I had none.
Thanks Kati for still being there, even if it isn't as often as I would like.
And Thank you Stephen for the wonderful times we had together. I will cherish them until we become friends again.
Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice Say goodnight
as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this
Here's a letter for you
But the words get confused
And the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we cursed to this life
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this
I'm talking to the ceiling
My life just lost all meaning
Do one thing for me tonight
I'm dying in this silence
The last star left in heaven
Is falling down to earth and
Do you still feel the same way
Do you still feel the same way
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this
