Remember, in grade school, when the DARE people would come in and teach you about staying away from cigarettes and ect? Well, after being number one in my DARE class, and swearing never to touch a cigarette, look at a blunt, or even think of sticking any sort of white powder up my nose, I find myself doing or wanting to do these things. It's not peer pressure, there is no such thing. I'm sorry, but none of your friends are going to stop being your 'homie' because you don't wanna do a line with them or smoke some of their weed, all the more for them. But maybe I'm just curious, or the fact that my friend..Phatt A(they will remain nameless) is now addicted to cocaine, just makes me that much curious. It's not a good excuse, not in the slightest, but I am nonetheless, curious. I haven't even tried marijuana, but I'm always thinking about drugs. I'm sure it's not healthy, or even smart, but I do find myself preoccupied by it. Staying away from any substance is my best bet, since I could have the gene for addiction, fifty percent chance I do, and I don't want to end up in some mother fucking alley ODing on heroin while getting banged by some hobo. Not what I had in mind with my life. But I could just be acting overmelodramatic, as I tend to get, but still..I don't want it to get that bad. I'm already an alcoholic and a smoker, what's next? Am I going to be smoking bowls and dusting off my coke mirror soon?
In other news, my weekend is full of exciting exciting activities!
Friday : Hopefully go see Troy (I just want to see Orlando Bloom's ass..that's all.)
Saturday : Kathleen's Party and Bam Bam's. (You're comming Stephen! Oh..and going to Bam Bam's too!)
Sunday: Church(that's just funny..), Kicking it with Lauren and Tanu (My aunt's back in town!! Fuck yeah nucca!)
Monday: Matt's Chemistry Group and Swimming
It's gonna be a fun fun weekend..I hope. Gulp.
Oh, and Stephen I will fuck that bitch up. I am so sorry that happened baby, that is complete bullshit and I just want to fuck her up so bad. She makes me so mad the little bitchass slut. We'll do something awful to her I promise boo boo kitty fuck ;D Er. I am still mad. Uh oh, time to go to the gym. Tootles.
I haven't even tried marijuana, but I'm always thinking about drugs. I'm sure it's not healthy, or even smart, but I do find myself preoccupied by it. Staying away from any substance is my best bet, since I could have the gene for addiction, fifty percent chance I do, and I don't want to end up in some mother fucking alley ODing on heroin while getting banged by some hobo. Not what I had in mind with my life. But I could just be acting overmelodramatic, as I tend to get, but still..I don't want it to get that bad. I'm already an alcoholic and a smoker, what's next? Am I going to be smoking bowls and dusting off my coke mirror soon?
