Hey, there! Well, I am sitting here hungover as fuck and I just got done reading your blog. Man, I love you soooo much! And it made me so happy to read that I helped in a way. I hate the fact that you are sad because I think you are so awesome. It is horrible to hear that you have lost a person that was close to your heart. Everyone has been there, babe. Don't think you are alone EVER. You are not. It happens everyday to innocent people- and you were part of that list recently. I hope you are not sick and that everything is going to be fine with your health issues right now. It scares me that you got so sick at school and I wish I could have been there just in case you needed me... but I kinda fucked the whole "school thing" over... *shrug*
I know it sounds ridiculous and hypocritical coming from me, but I am going to say it anyway- don't get so upset at school. HAHA. Yeah, I know what is going through your head! Sophomore year for a good three months in first period... I was a mess, wasn't I? But guess what? That was how I really met you. You and I used to think that we would never be friends because we seemed so different. But then you and a few others comforted me and took care of me when all the people that were supposedly my "friends" were gone or against me at the time. I am so thankful for the fact that I have you in my life now and I can't express how much I care about you in words. All I know is that sometimes bad shit happens, kid- but it doesn't mean the world is ending. And I hate to hear that you don't want to even live anymore! GRR, Shorty! I mean, how would you have felt if I would have ended my life back then when I was going through bad times? We probably wouldn't have even met. Looking back now, I am glad it all happened the way it did- yeah, even losing the love of my life- because now I have you. And that means you have me, too! FOREVER! So please, please, please try and remember that I love you to no ends, okay? So do a lot of people. Stay up, nigga!
Love You Like A Fat Kid Loves Cake!
Love Always,
*Meg*
This is why I love Megan so fucking much. I love ya Meg! Thank you so much. Fuck all this drama. "Aint no drama 'mong pimps." Fuck this shit. I am out.
