I was walking to class, talking and just trying not to think of those horrible thoughts. I turned to my left, and I saw his eyes. I've never seen eyes like that. I started to cry, only a single tear was shed though. I looked back, the eyes were gone, but it still pierced my inner self. The look in those eyes was piercing, but the intentions..unclear. I hate this all. All of this. I just want it to end.
I cried for two hours straight last night. My pillow was soaked in tears. Tears of pain I know not why exists.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"Sorry - I will love you always and forever."
Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
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