Ahh..I updated my Kazaa, DeadAIM, Buddy Profile, MSN Messanger, Winamp and now ...the blog. Let's get to it shall we?
Yesterday was fun. Got out of school early, got to film some of our final project, got to make a few people uncomfortable and went to Matt's Birthday party. It was a lot of fun actually. It started off pretty interesting, Lauren called me and asked if I was going to Matt's, and with the tension of all of the "drama" going on, I didn't think Lauren and I were friends anymore. But we talked, she came over, she helped me get ready, we picked up Katie and went over to Matt's. We had a blast. We were swimming, playing, getting thrown in the pool and just having a good time. I forgot what it was like to hang out with the girls. I miss it to tell you the truth. I think Lauren and I are going to have a better friendship now that we got a lot of bullshit behind us. Let's hope eh? But back to the party, it was fun! Some of the Blitz were there and not that there were a lot of hot guys or anything but I did meet some people and reunited with people I hadn't spoken to in forever. On our way home, I was howling at random cars with guys in it. One pulled into Sonic when we did..but we went through the Drive Thru..ahh..it feels so good to have my fun back. The bitch is back ladies and gentlemen. She is back and better and bitchier than ever.
I cleaned a bit today, finally got the spa up and running again. Good shit - good shit. I've been rather upbeat lately, but unfortunately Stephen keeps visiting me in my dreams. It's getting old. But I'm over this stuff. I hope..
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let you know how I feel
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now!
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back!
You thought you could
Keep this shit from me- yeah?
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story.
You're just another act, look elsewhere
'cause you're done with me
You questioned did I care?
You could ask anyone, I even said
You were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cause I loved a hoe
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now!
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back!
Oh..and to a certain someone..cry me a fucking river. Boo fucking hoo. Told you the bitch was back.
Listening : Jay Z - Brush Your Shoulders Off
Mood : Confident |
