5.28.2004

Believing in Lies.

I can't stand to keep living this way. I just keep drifting in and out of good and evil, taking myself too seriously or not enough. People fill my head with worthless lies, all of which I have known were untrue since the second it left their lips. But I continue to be ignorant, refusing to believe the truth when all I want is to believe a lie. You are a lie.I deserve better.Why do you do this to me? You are ignorant to believe I believed your lies. I may be blind, but I am not stupid.You may get away with it with others, but you will not get away with it, with ME.

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world
That never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here he comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're
But now I know he -
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
Lost in your lies
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.
Never was and never will be
Not for real that you can save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool.

I seek my revenge, you will feel thy rath, have God mercy on my flagitious nature. |


K snuck under the mistletoe at 9:38:00 AM

merry christmaukka!

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