I was scribbling something, undoubtedly mean, and out of the corner of my eye I think I saw a tear. An angel assimilated up on one side of my shoulder, a devil on the other. The angel had a tear in his eye and looked at me. The devil was laughing and looked at me. I thought of how horrid I had been when I looked at the angel, and I felt all the horrid things that had been done to me when I looked at the devil. I closed my eyes and the spirits were gone, leaving me to make my own decision. I laughed inside my head, and cried within my heart. I laughed out loud and my heart started to laugh along with it.
A lot of people have been quite mean. Are you going to join in?
I made up Megan's blog last night. I hope she enjoys it. That makes the total of friend's blogs I have made to three. I really need to either a) make a better layout or b) steal a better layout. Chances are I am going to get lazier than I already am, so the latter is sounding much more appealing, rather than code myself. It's been a hetic day, week, month..year. I'm so tired I just want to sleep forever. I'm really getting into deviantart.com. I'm absolutely in love with vector drawings. I think I should throw out my PSP and download some Adobe Photoshop, since PSP doesn't offer vector drawings :/ I wish I could draw or be as talented as the people are on that website. PJ is an awesome singer, actress and person; Chris is an extremely talented photographer. So many people are so good and things..I just don't know what I am good at. Apparently pissing people off is up on the list though. Hmmm. Can you do that professionally?
If I see one more person saying," ur, itz, u, wuz" or anymore of that abhorent spelling I'm going to kill someone or something. Grammar and spelling are entirely too important, why get lazy on the internet? Hell, even when I text message, regardless of how long it takes, I type out each individual word. I'm lazy, don't get me wrong - but even I'm not that lazy.
Fuck..as soon as I am 18 I am getting pierced up. Eyebrow, tongue and lip. Take that society.
Boys like you are a dime a dozen.
old enough to know better; young enough not to care
the sky opens up and all is new again.
Listening : Third Eye Blind - Jumper
Reading : The Sound And The Fury
Mood : Intruiged. |
