Do you ever really ever get over an ex? Do you ever really get over a crush you have on someone? And even if you totally hate them, depise them, loathe them...do you still deep down hope they still just might like you or have a crush on you - just fancy you in the least bit? Amanda got a voicemail from my ex yesterday and she let me listen to it. Even though I have moved on and am over him - I still hope he likes me still, or has feelings for me or whatever. Amanda still continued to call Shaun "Da Pooh", which was my little 'lovey pet name' I called him by, and now he calls himself "Her Pooh." But I always think/know he had a thing for Amanda and just got with me because he couldn't have Amanda and I was the next best thing. I don't think I'll ever really know, but I don't want to. But still deep down I think I may have feelings for Shaun..and if I were to see him again or talk to him again only once my heart would sink. Was it love? No. Infatuation? More than likely. Am I going to get over it? Who knows really. Am I Over it? Not completely.
Amanda, when you read this let's not discuss this. Posts are not conversation worthy.
