I'm not going to continue to be something I'm not. I'm not the happy, loud, free loving girl you see. You want the real me? You got it. See how well you like me now. I'm not obnoxious, I'm not funny, I'm not pretty, I'm not anything you think you know. Leave me alone. Since you hate me so much leave me the fuck alone. Fuck all of you. You hate me anyway, you really hate me. And it makes me miserable. And I'm already miserable enough.