For days now I have been contimplating and reviewing my friendship with Katie. I really cherished her friendship and she was exactly what I needed. Now the question is, do I still need her? And if so, is she willing to be there? After careful review I have decided that thinking and anaylizing the situation isn't helping it. But today was the kicker. I was completely fet up with her and Lauren at lunch time today. I just had to walk out of the room and go on a little walk, where I experienced some heavy inner monolouge, much of which I was only creating for the meer purpose of writing it down. I came back and contiuned to finish the letter I was writing to Lacey and Katie then proceeded to ask me my opinion. I'm positive she wish she hadn't. She was complaining about Nick again. She has started to text and talk to him again, and which has yet again ended on her getting crushed because he hasn't responded to the 15 texts she sent him in an hour period, two days ago. She asked what I thought, and I basically gave it to her. The whole, " get over it, he thinks of you as some little 17 year old, like his sister, who is infatuated with him. You never even had a chance with him in the first place so why bother Katie?" and ect. She was pretty broken after I was done, but I hardly cared. I just said " That's the truth. You know it. Lauren knows it and so does everyother fucking person, they just haven't told you." What a way to end a conversation.
Tanu is going to be in town tonight! I am extremely happy that my aunt, more or less my sister in all actuality, is comming!! I am so happy. My mum's friend is comming in town so it's going to be a full house tonight and we're going to a dinner and movie. Im so excited! Maybe I'll ACTUALLY be able to see LOTR's now!!! Do you smell that? It's the smell of my freedom, comming back for a whole weekend. Ah..it feels good to have Tanu in town.
Listening : Bush - Glycerine