I just got done watching Donnie Darko, I watched it yesterday and I watched it again today. I don't really know what to say about it, except that tonight I can expect some really weird dreams.It was so werid, the movie itself is brilliant and extemely good, but it was so werid that I could connect with Donnie to a almost absurd level. It made me think, that somehow I too, am losing my mind. I can't explain it how I felt when I watched this movie, and most people as far as I know, can't explain it either. I'm staring out my window right now, and as I look out I can't help but think..that the sky looks like it's going to crack..and that's a most terrifying thing to think. I absolutely love the movie and I think all the themes in the movie, well it felt like they were tailored to me. All the issues of God, of being scared and confused, being forced to take pills..I can't explain it to you, I can't explain anything. All I know is that I look at life a bit differently now..and I'm always paranoid a man in a demonic rabbit suit is waiting to have a little conversation with me. I guess I am trapped in my own head about these feelings right now. I just hope they can come out soon.
But to get a little more down to what I have exactly been up to these days, I ditched 1st period, ditched 7th after taking a math test, went to Longs and Sonic with Lauren and Katie. I almost feel like Katie is trying so hard to act like everyone else now. For some reason, Katie has just seemed to, I don't know, have changed? Hanging out so much with Lauren has changed her a bit and now Katie seems like shes trying too hard, and to become friends with all the friends of Lauren. *sigh* Why does everyone I hang out with take things for face value? Oh..I saw MJ and Cody driving when we were driving. It was good ;D
Listening : Donnie Darko playing in the backround |
Listening : Donnie Darko playing in the backround