The last day of finals finally approaches. And a full weekend of actually, not doing anything awaits me. Being grounded like this is really horrible. And being grounded has almost completely torn apart mine and Katie's friendship. I don't know if she ever gets on the computer anymore, and Katie if you are reading this I guess our friendship isn't as strong as we thought. Maybe I am overreacting but I feel like I was fucking ditched for Lauren. Who the hell have you known longer girl? Who has been there for you? Not Lauren. You know what the sad thing is.. I expected it. If you haven't noticed you're a flake and an alcoholic in denial. I miss you and your friendship, but at least you stabbed me in the back right around the same time Amanda did. I can get over both of you a lot easier. Maybe riding the crimson wave is affecting my judgement and the way I'm acting, but like most things I don't care.
On a better note though I aced my art final and hopefully got something decent in English. I was walking with Chris to class, explaining to him my little mix of notes. I gave him my swim notice yesterday instead of a nice letter I had written him Chemistry and as soon as I said my goodbyes to him I hear a familar voice yelling, " Kristyn!!!". It was MJ, he and Cody wanted to talk to me. You know, how much Amanda has complained about him being an asshole, I think he's a sweetheart. He asked me if I was interested in going to Cancun for Senior Trip next year and gave me a lil hand out for it. I most definitately interested. I'm not going to tell Katie or Amanda or anyone else. If I were to go I'd want to hang out with the guys. Well, for one I'd hopefully be a lot thinner and all that jazz, plus HELLO it's MEXICO. Land of the free flowing tequila and easy to get RX Drugs, not like I'd get the pills but hello..alcohol? Boys? What the fuck do you think I want to be doing?? But to pay off all that debt and such I'm going to have to get a job in Summer and just save it all.
Well, we won last night at Mock Trial! I kicked some Highland ass, that's all I gave to say. I never got to see my psych either yesterday. Turns out something was wrong with our insurrance so now we had to redo it all and I have to yet another different guy. I'm beginning to think that I'm never going to get help. But I don't really want the help, unless it will fix me. I don't need a temporary fix. *sigh* I watched Donnie Darko again. Each time I watch it, I just get more and more into it. It's crazy. But I really love it. I may just go kidnap Mr. Jake Gyllenhaal, he's kinda hot and it's something about those horny mentally unstable types that drives me WILD ;D.
I got a new schedule as well, here's what it looks like!
0. Theory Of Knowledge
1. Spanish 3 Honors
2. Chemistry Honors
3. Geometry Gate
4. English 11 Honors
5. Lunch
6. U.S History Honors
7. Swimming
Yes..I AM doing swimming again. What the hell am I getting myself into?
Listening : Less Than Jake - The Science Of Selling Yourself Short |
Listening : Less Than Jake - The Science Of Selling Yourself Short