What do you do when you learn that one of your really good friends from middle school is moving away, to never come back? Well, that's what happened to me today. My really good friend Kayla is moving away. I never dreamed in a million years she would ever leave Bakersfied, but here she is leaving. I found out the worst way possible. Ed came into second period bawling and crying and I was really worried about him, so I asked him what was wrong . He said " Kayla is leaving. She's moving." And it hit me like a ton of bricks..I just yelled "What?!". I couldn't believe it - and I still can't. It hasn't even sunk in yet that she is going to be gone tomorrow..and the next day and the next. Janese is really torn up over it, she was crying in all her classes. Kayla was like, her first friend here and it was just the worst thing ever to see Janese crying. Kathleen was in the worst mood today over it, and I can't stand to see my friends like this. I want to do something..but there was nothing I could do. I couldn't even cry. Does that make me less of a person?
Listening : Dave Mathews Band - The Space Between |