I don't know how, but I believe I have pissed off Chris somehow. The only thing I can think of is that Chris believed that my last post was directed twords him. I'm sorry if you got the wrong impression but that was directed towards my best friend Amanda. We had just gotten into a heated discussion and I needed to vent. She's such a fucking hypocrite, and she has gone back to her old ways. I have been needing a way to vent it all out. I'm really sorry if somehow you thought I was reffering to you, it was in NO WAY intended for you. I didn't even think you read this anymore. But I'm sorry again, the last thing I want/need is another friend pissed off at me. I'm sorry ;_;
Moving on, today was a rotten, horrible no good day. I just was feeling rather shitty and the fact that a few people called me fat today didn't help. I was crying most of the way home and I still feel so horrible. Infact, I'm still crying. I don't want to go to mock trial, I don't want to do anything right now. I'm just so sick and tired of all this shit from everybody. Nobody can ever say anything nice to me. It's so depressing. I can take all of this shit from everybody, but god knows for how long, I know why people go and shoot up schools now. People are fucked up.
On a better note though, a new layout is going to be up soon. I just can't figure out which one I want to use yet! Maybe I should make a nice Christmasy layout. But I can't find any decent images.. any idea send them my way.
Listening : The Starting Line - This Ride