Another day..another dollar I owe. I have to be down at the courthouse in two hours for Mock Trial. I seem so nerdy. But if I am so nerdy then how come I am such a horrendous mess with chemistry? I think physics would be my death wish.
I am seriously contemplating doing something I know I shouldn't do. I mean, I am a good girl. I may drink, I may cuss, and I may hit a random japanese guy by the name of David every so often, but other than that I am pretty good. I don't even get in trouble at school, but this..this is serious. This is messing with peoples heads and hurting innocent people. I'm not going to kill anybody or anything..but this includes some pretty serious stuff. I don't really know why I am even considering doing such a horrible thing. The obvious answer would be to say no, but this isn't like I'm saying "no" to drugs, i'm saying "no" to an action. Further thought will be needed on this subject. But so far, I think things are going to be turned upside down for a few people I know. But who am I kidding? They don't even read this..but I wish they would, so it's fair...you know, that they get a head's up. But then they would know and do something about it , and that's not much insentive for me to be fair then is it?
I just finished reading this awesome book called The Black Book: Diary Of A Teenage Stud, Vol I: Girls, Girls, Girls. It's really good. I am love diary books, but this one was different. I found it at the library two weeks ago, by pure accident. I read it and finished it the same day because it was so good. His reality is fused with fantasy and it's just so good. He daydreams and is brutely honest about sex and people. I think it's really good, and I need to find the other three books. Janese, Katie and a few others say I should publish my other journal, and it's a good idea. But who would want to buy my book? Maybe I should write a fantastic novel, but then my 15 mins of fame would be up..and I'm not ready for the timer to start.
Listening : Thursday - Concealer