I don't know why I keep putting myself thru the same shit everyday. Honestly, when will my ring of stupidity ever end? I need to stop, but I can't. Why is it that when you finally find someone you really like, it always ends in a mess. I already feel like the war is over, and I have been scattered over a battlefield. I am sorry I ever met The Laugh. I wish I never had, then I wouldn't so feel tormented by having affections for him. God my life is a mess.