11.19.2003

Mad Girl's Love Song

I'm sitting here with Seth at school, what with my mum being on a rampage and being very wery of my online whereabouts, I am forced to kind of type at school today. Oh well. I saw The Laugh talking with his ex-girlfriend today, that wasn't the best time of my life. I was really having a hard time looking at him and not getting angry. I was actually getting pretty sad, kind of even felt betrayed. And while I am spilling my guts out, Seth is laughing at me. So not cool.

While reading in English today, which we are reading this book called the Belljar, which is by far one of the best books I have ever read. I came across one of Syliva Plath's poems called, Mad Girl's Love Song. It is by far, the best poem I have ever read.

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head)

The stars go waltzing out in the blue and red,
and arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed my quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head)

Gof topples from the sky, hell's fire fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd reutrn the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head)


That is one of the best poems ever written. It is so good, it explains everything that I feel like right now. Like how I feel about The Laugh.

Well, I need to go write Chris a letter and then I am off to court to go punish bad bad people. Later calculators.

Listening : Pretty Girls Make Graves - Liquid Courage |


K snuck under the mistletoe at 12:37:00 PM

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