Haha!! That's right!! I am back. I am back. I'm finally back. It's been awhile. I have been in a dark hole for the past couple of months, but I think I finally shook it off. Who can be depressed when you have the holidays, good friends, fucking awesome music and gifts?? I don't think it's humanly possible to be depressed fully when it's December. One more day of this hellish month that I have deemed accordingly, " The Month Of Confusing ", and then comes jolly ol' December. But first of all, I need to give credit where credit is due. I have been neglecting this for awhile, so I think it's best I do it now, while I'm still in a good mood. ;D
Chris - Thanks for being here for me. You have no idea how much it means and ment to me that you would listen to all of my shit. Your friendship has ment more to me than I can ever express. I hope you can forgive me for all of my current doings, even if you have said I haven't done anything I still feel like I have. I make mistakes, you've seen them and heard me bitching about them personally. Thanks again. You're a blessing.
Meggerz - You gave me the best advice you could ever possibly given an individual. Thank you so much Meg, for helping me thru my guy trouble and my well, life trouble. I can't wait to get to party with my bestest party dizzle all month long. I'll beat you in quarters this time!!
Katie - All of those walks have been therapy for me. But next time, let's have a hoo-haa talk free conversation. But thanks for listening to me, even if you haven't always understood what I said. You try, and that's more than most.
Britt - My asian dose of insanity. I guess I needed your bluntness and I needed your slaps on the face on more than one occassion. So gracias mi amiga for giving me a lesson in dealing. Plus, thanks for letting me use up all your bandwith, not like you were using it anyway ;D.
Andy - For a boss, you're pretty sympathatic. Thanks for the compassion , the time and your patience. And I'll be more than happy to help you with your psycho analysis anytime.
My Imaginary Friend - You've been with me the whole time, and thank you. You listened and understood, even if you were a figmint of my imagination. I really should have named you.
and last but not least...
The (ex) Movielife - Your songs have helped me realize and get over my troubles. Thanks for writing music that rock my socks and enlargens my mind. Your music will still be with me, even if the band isn't.
I'm sure I forgot someone, but in otherways I don't think I did. I would have remembered them if they were that relevent. But one more HUGE thank you to everyone. I know I can count on you guys to help me thru anything. I think I needed to get thru this one alone, but your guys' support mattered to me. Well, yet again again, I am leaving with some lyrics. Because The Movielife is awesome, well, WAS awesome, and EVERYONE needs to download this song. Love and kisses my friends. xxooxo
Jamestown
Focus, commit mended trust given to me
Friendship, forced through broken bones and tragedy
I cant fucking believe
this guy has gotten out of hand
wont pretend wont pretend
I don't feel the break but I feel the bend
late night snow fall
get us to the hospital
Jamestown 94 west
and a 40 hour train back to Penn
leaves fall, if it means anything it just means your dead
when snow falls, it means my feet just flew over my head
I cant fucking believe!!
this guy has gotten out of hand
wont pretend wont pretend
I don't feel the break but I feel the bend
theres no setback
that can set me back
I think the punch has worn me think
and weakening
for one thing that keeps me in the ring
are the people that will never exist to me
And my minds the weapon
my hearts the extra click..
..late night snow fall
get us to the hospital..
Jamestown 94 west
and a 40 hour train back to Penn
weather broken and torn ...i'm still fucking here!!!!!!
Listening : The Movielife - Jamestown
