Au Arvoi, Mon Cherie et Le Laugh

Well, I can't speak french that well, so maybe that's the reason why the title made no sense, but it was ment to say Goodbye, My Love The Laugh.. But I figured out that I can never have Le Laugh. It's impossible. I have come to terms with that now. You are not the person I thought you were Le Laugh. I refuse to sit here in total darkness any longer. All I see is you, and your ex, now possibly again, girlfriend. You say you feel things and understands thing differently than other people, and yet you can't possibly seem to grasp that I have feelings for you. Maybe I am the blind one, perhaps it's because I can't seem to unwrap my head from around you but it seems pretty obvious that I like you. I'm living in your words and your letters. But as usual, no one likes the short blonde girl. I am use to this. I hope nothing but the best for you mon cherie, but I can't deal with the pain of bearing my feelings for you any longer.

K snuck under the mistletoe at 12:09:00 AM

merry christmaukka!